and I look up to the sky...

2008-12-16T18:30:00.000-08:00

"When I'm feeling incomplete
___________Your my missing piece."

Walked home yesterday and looked up at the sky and smiled. Maybe it's the moodswings, maybe not. Even though I feel empty, I just need to tell myself something will brighten me up. Just be patient. If you knew what is causing me to be sad, your probably going to say I'm dumb but who isn't? Just have to remember no matter how cold and dark things get, something will always come out and warm and brighten things back up again. =]

"i'm like a sunday morning
your like friday night
and when we kiss
it's the perfect weekend
No rain inside
and when i'm feeling empty
Your my missing piece
when you need your breathe taken away
i'll be your theif."

=]

2008-12-10T22:44:00.000-08:00

Stupid ass Sophimores

I swear these little punks always think they are the shit. I fucking hate alot of them, Especially this one fucking guy. I swear you stupid little skinny ass sophimore, stop fucking around in class all the time. I will break your skinny as in half. Stupid lil hypebeast, admit it! You just follow the crowd. Always trying act hella gangster and shit, bitch who do you know? I really would like to know. I will fucking fight you and I swear I will beat your ass, don't think just because I don't look tough or look like a tomboy I can't fuck your fucking ugly smile up. I swear the next time you insult me or my other friend, I swear you better wish you are far away from me cause if you are not you better knock me out cause if you don't I'LL FUCK YOU UP!

STUPID SKINNY ASS SOPHIMORE.

But if I think about.. this stupid little boy isn't worth me getting into a fight, espically this year since its my junior year and I got way more better shit to do than fight a little kid with no balls. Also I need to keep my CLEAN record. =]

I'll probably call him out but he ain't goanna do shit.

2008-11-30T17:39:00.001-08:00

I love you!

I really really do! I love you Arron!!!! I hate obsessing over people.. but Arron! =[

2008-11-23T19:46:00.000-08:00

儚い想いを　胸に抱いて.

曖昧な関係でもいい. ごめなさい. 逢えばわがままばかりときどき言い过ぎたときも. ごめなさい. かじかむ手が震える. 逢いたい気持ちはどんなに伝えても　伝えきれない.. だけど　あの秘密は冷えた心.

残された遠い昔の傷跡が疼き出してまた. 震えてる心隠して微笑みにすり替えた.

そう言いたかった...

I can't find my camera. -_-

2008-08-04T22:26:00.000-07:00

CAN'T READ IT NOW JUDITH =P

2008-08-02T23:02:00.000-07:00

"誰還想哭呢..."

#01 City life <3333

#02 I don't know, I was bored. Downtown shopping mall!

#03 Bought a scarf, Wanna know how it looks like? Go find a photo of Arron in the "Stay with you" CD cover, the only different thing is that my scarf is black and white.

#04 Yum Yum!

#05 =P

#06 Doesn't her dinner look like shit? Hahaha! It's actually pretty good.

Went out with thee bestfriend today. We walked around Stonestown then went to Downtown. I bought a scarf at Metropark and another one at H&M but thinking about returning the one I bought at H&M. We then went to Chinatown and walked around until we got hungry and went to go eat dinner at ABC. I got red bean ice and rice. After dinner we were going to head back to Bloomingdales in Downtown so we can go sit and talk. While we were heading back the wind blew my receipt from Metropark away! Yadadada and now I'm home. I need to start on my project tomorrow! >.<

Going to take a shower with Bubu now!

2008-07-27T23:11:00.000-07:00

"どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう？"

Really, why did I? Over someone I do not know. This is dumb. But no matter how dumb this thing is it still hurts. Maybe its just my mood swings but...

2008-07-23T23:48:00.001-07:00

While I was working outside my work place across City Hall (Something for the Veterans?)

I was sitting on a chair and then a homeless lady, very skinny homeless lady was walking towards me while I smiled at her. She sat next to me and after a while...

Girl: Hey, are you one of the homeless?
Me: -faint laugh with a smile- No
Girl: Did you use to be a homeless?
Me: No
Girl: Oh, Do you do drugs?
Me: -smiled- haa.. no
Girl: -smiling- You are blessed.

A person calls her over since the elevator came and she walks away..

I don't know why but what she said to me made me feel.. It got me thinking.

2008-06-27T23:30:00.000-07:00

City College.

Right when school ended I had to start summer school already. City college is hella boring and plus I always have to wake up early and shit cause if your late then you might get kicked out from school. Oh and I also sleep late too haha! Yesterday (Thursday) we went to some conference and it was hellla hella boring, I almost fell asleep but the good thing was we had no homework and we got free food! (photo above)

Damn look at Judith (girl on the left). Hella sexy. Look at dem lips. I'd hit that. Done.

2008-06-13T23:35:00.000-07:00

"What a Beautiful Day"

Okay so today was a very long day. Today was the last day of school but nobody stays and nobody cares if you do or not. I woke up at 8am and took a shower and got to school around 9:30am. I met up with my friends and walked around the school for awhile. We left school around 10am so I could get my camera since I left it at home. After a small trip back to my house we went to go eat breakfast at Danny's in Japantown. At first when we first came in there we thought it was Denny's but turns out Denny's was out of business.

(Left) Strawberry Mango Fusion Something, It's like soda. (Right) Raspberry Mango Fusion, My friends.

Our drinks =]

My BIG breakfast

My other half O_O

Friend's Breakfast #01

Friend's Breakfast #02

Friend's Breakfast #03

After eating our BIG breakfast we wondered around Japantown and then went to Downtown to go watch "You Don't Mess with the Zohan", The movie was really funny! We then went to this frozen yogurt store but I didn't buy anything because I was going to eat with my best friend later. My friends left around 6pm and I went to The Cheesecake Factory to get seats. I got bored waiting for my friend so I went around taking pictures in the resturant.

My friend finally came and we waited for like 30 minutes for seats! We got the same waitress as last time, she is so nice. =D

^_^

Chicken Maderia, It was so good!!

We shared this smoothie since we didn't want to buy two. =]

Dulce De Leche Carmel Cheesecake!!! =D

After we finished eating we decided to go walk around downtown but it was too cold so we just decided to go home. Right when I got home I took a shower. Oh, I had my babies waiting for me in my bed. =D

AWWWWW!!!

2008-06-12T23:40:00.000-07:00

Congratulations to the Classes of 2008!

Went to my brother's graduation today, quite funny and boring. After that we went to Chinatown to eat lunch at ABC.

Very fattening -_-

Leftover. Fried Udon =]

Brother's fruit punch.

My coke.

After lunch we took our grandma back to her apartment then my mom went to buy fruits. It was really hot so we didn't bother looking around Chinatown. When we were heading to the garage I saw him walking up. And yes I'm rushing this post since I have a long day ahead of me tomorrow. I'll probably edit this post later, good night.

2008-06-08T00:03:00.000-07:00

"気持ちはどんなに伝えても伝えきれない"
(no matter how i try i can't get my feelings across)

#01 Had it for along time but never wore it to school until Friday. =P

School was boring. Whatever. After school I went with a friend to the number one bakery in the city. I forgot the name and the stuff wasn't that good. I also thought the bakery would look better than how it looked LOL! I got a lemon tart which costed me $6 and my friend got a chocolate cake.

#02 I didn't expect it to be THAT sour >.<

#03 Hers was good =D

My little rant.
This little rant has something to do with JCNET and I think what I'm about to say is going to make it pretty obvious who that person is but whatever. Okay what does you being a moderator have to do with someone reporting your post? Just because your a mod that DOESN'T mean your always right. "And I still think they're all just trying to get back at me for starting the whole Anti-Fei thing." Who is they? I'm assuming "they" is the FeiFei fans. Well we didn't report your posts so STFU. Nobody has time OR is trying to get back at you. I mean you say the dumbest fucking shit ever! Even though the person might have reported her post just because of the whole "Fei" thing, that doesn't give her the right just to say stuff like that. Fuck you. Stop acting like your the shit just because your a mod because your not.

=]

2008-06-03T21:26:00.000-07:00

"But I still live with the side effects.."

Today is the last day of school for seniors. It means he is gone. If only I never went to the damn chinese karaoke contest then I wouldn't have met him. I don't know why I even like him. He has a girlfriend and some other shit. Whatever. School is almost over and summer is approaching, ~~hope I will bump into him~~. My miss my substitute math teacher. I have a lot of work to do since the school year is almost over. AHH! I'll also be going to the graduation since my brother is graduating too, I'll see him but..

#01 Snacking while "doing" my work.

#02 The characters on the bags are fcuking cute!

I said I was going to update you guys on my Saturday (5/24/08) but never did so I'll update you guys now. I didn't get to see SE7EN cause my friend was grounded so yeah. I went to my newphew's birthday party instead. Went home and then went to my best friend's birthday party.

#03

#04

#05

#06

#07

#08

LA-LA-LA =T

2008-05-23T23:41:00.000-07:00

I love you, you LOVE me! =D

Okay tomorrow is going to be a BIG day. Tomorrow I'm going to ake up early in the morning to go to SE7EN's autograph session in Daily City. I personally don't really like him. I don't hate him or anything, its just that I don't know him. My friend is a big fan so I decided to go with her. After that I'll have to go to my best friend's birthday party! It's already really late and yet I'm blogging when I should be sleeping. Aiyo! Tomorrow is also my nephew's birthday and I'm not attending his party but I today bought him a cushion from the Disney Store for his present. =D

Well school felted REALLY boring! I wanted to get out of every class since I knew I was going to be hanging out with my buddies! We first went to Stonestown since one of my friends needed to buy a dress shirt. After that we went to the Disney Store which was on clearance since they were closing down to buy my newphew a present. We left Stonestown at around 5 and took the MUNI (electric train) to Downtown. We got off and went to the Cheesecake Factory for dinner but then since there was a lot of people and one of my friend's wanted Pho we decided to go eat at our Pho place instead in Chinatown.

#01 I forgot to take a picture of the Pho before eating it since I was so hungry! You can't blame me since I didn't eat anything!

#02 "You can still take a picture of our food, LOOK!"

We went to get tapioca later at this tea place. I payed for one of my friend's drink since I owe her. I was already full but I wanted to try their drinks LOL. I got some mango drink and it was REALLLY sweet. It was also really cold so I didn't want to drink it but I finished it and was so full. When I was taking the MUNI back home I felt so bad. Maybe it was probably because I sat on a sit that was facing the opposite way where the train was going so I felt like I needed to throw up. Right after I got off the MUNI I felt way bettter and yeah. That was basicially my day.

I'm really excited about tomorrow!

2008-05-19T22:53:00.000-07:00

"Please be gentle as always.."

I told myself to update this blog more often but I ended up not updating it.. haha sorry! Also please ignore my previous entry since I was just very upset and stress that day, I love my parents and I feel great so don't worry. School is almost over. Things are getting boring. The last fun thing that happened was community service at Japantown but I'm looking forward towards my best friend's birthday party on Saturday. I'll make another entry on that next time but right now I'm running low on time.

#01 I forgot when was this taken but I know it was last week. That day was pretty fun, right after school me and my friends went to Mc. Donalds and after that we went around Stonestown.

#02 Mango Pudding, Coconut Pudding, and Red Bean Pudding =P

School is just getting a bit draggy and boring. I didn't feel this way when I started my school year as a sophimore... I haven't felt this way since 6th grade. I don't know, Sometimes I don't feel happy but I don't know why. School was boring today and the only thing that anticipates me in going to school are my friends and what we do after school like us being fatties and eating out. Oh! The song "Love Song" by Koda Kumi is stuck in my head!! I never really liked the song but when I read the lyrics I was just.. amazed. Here are the lyrics and hopefully you will find them as beautiful as I did. Hopefully you understand what the lyrics are trying to say.

Song: Love Song (愛のうた)
Artist: Koda Kumi
Lyrics: Koda Kumi / Morimoto Kousuke

If only one wish could come true for you,
what would you wish for now? Let me know softly
Even if you couldn't call this love "eternity"
Tell me a lie, only now, and make me believe with your faint words.

*If this love song resounds,
It will shine a light to the grey night sky
I send the light rays one by one
so that they will reach you even far away.

If only one wish could come true for me
I would wish to meet you, even if it had to be only in a dream
If this love came to an end for me,
It would be broken like glass, with no return for me, that's why I love you

**Even if there was only a vague relation between us
Please, be gentle as always
and don't tell me the truth
I can't accept the fact that I wouldn't be able to see you again anymore.

I felt that I could go back again tomorrow as always
and I looked up the sky
Never say good-bye
The night sky is falling in my dreams, too

*If this love song resounds,
It will shine a light to the grey night sky
I send the light rays one by one
so that they will reach you even far away.

2008-04-21T20:57:00.000-07:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Deleting this rant because I feel like it =D

I can't stand putting on a postive face in real life and online, cause obviously I'm not really okay. I guess I'm too good at hiding my emotions. It's obvious nobody knew how upset I was online or in real life since I'm always acting like a child. Whatever.

2008-03-31T20:20:00.000-07:00

"Let my wish reach the other side of this huge sky..."

I know its been a while since I've updated this but I'm here! Today is the last day of spring break, it was fun while it lasted. So many things happened over these days, simple but I enjoyed it though I did get mad at someone but its all good. I still need to finish my homework but here was basically my break.

#01 The Harajuku Lover's bag that I bought for my cousin. ;)

#02 Yum Yum! They cost a lot though.

#03 Me and my cousin were hungry so we decided to sneak out of the house and buy some sushi.

#04 It was my brother's 18th birthday.

#05 CHEESECAKE FACTORY!! <3333

#06 I had a sudden craving for a burger so I bought one, it was good and I was already full when I ate half of it. I forgot to take a picture before taking this so.

#07 White Chocolate Raspberry Truffle Cheesecake, It looks funny because of the whip cream but it was good!

#08 My friend ordered the Brownie Sundae Cheesecake. That fatass started to eat it before I got to take a picture of it LOL.

The break was very simple but I'm pleased with it. I don't want to go back to school, I have nothing to look for in school. I also have this feeling that I can't describe and it makes me feel.. Bleh! I really want to go see a Jay Chou concert. GAHHHHH!! I think part of this feeling is coming from my obsessions. I need to go do homework now but before that, shower. >;)

- I want to meet Jay.
- I want Bubu.
- I want to meet Ayu.
- I don't want school to start.
- I want your mom :)

2008-02-15T21:41:00.000-08:00

Starting a blog...

Well I'm making this blog because I was bored haha. I'm planning to leave this blog to be only known to JCNetters. Here was my weekend!

I was helping my mom fill in those red packets, if only she gave them all to me.

Some retard ran into the fire hydron, I bet he was drunk. The funny thing is that he hit the fire hydron right in front of a cop.

I thought these were chocolate but it's actually cake. o_O

Thats pretty much my weekend, sorry but I don't have a lot of pictures to share. I promise that my next post will have more! :D